Atmosphere decays in me

I fail to convict my useless days,
The lack of substance,
Circle of downfall,
Exitless ways into pale wake,
Tired attempts to crush the design,
It's like nowhere.

I cannot sell the plight that is mine,
Everything is real but I'm not here,
I've lost my strength somewhere,
Nowhere,
Used to care about weather,
Used to plan the days that came,
Used to try and watch you,
Used to know my name,
Someone said remember,
But I can't remember,
Anything at all,
Anything at all.